Just Because

 I guess usually there is a purpose, well this is a free for all that can be enjoyed. So it seems at least. Everything relinquished for this, but not really. All left to be and the resort or fall back is this. For the situation it is like exactly necessary. 

On the other side of the door things remain. Yet whenever out the most must be made. Always seeing what is a requirement an actual necessity of successful life. Deep not required only attention to plain as day. Back to it, just do as is right should come naturally. Regardless of the when because always, and who cares where because it must be everywhere. Why is not a question because if you can think then there is no alternative. Not even a why not because not an option with good life.

Doing what you please should not impede upon others. Grace them with an existence only dreamed about for entertainment not to be sought, but to be realized. Keeping with norms only possible once you set the standard. Perspective matters. Perception is your own to control. Control another vicious tandem entrapment. Even in denying you allow the idea to persist. Thus claiming is the only hold, control like time remains a construct. I rather not participate in building prisons. My own is enough and the greatest empowerment.

Exposure is feared not so simply explained as feeling revealed. Utilizing a particular environment should not feel risky, especially when that place becomes integral to daily functions of life. Thus duplication is a concern because these are mine and originated with me from all my life influence and present state of mind. No one will know that once parsed, rearranged and disseminated amongst the masses. Sharing cool if kept in form and context to reach. Keeping it inside may not be bad, but fruitless for what my deepest hope is. Inspiration without being at the forefront. I have recently returned to this reprieve and remember the feels. I write what I want to be known and understood. An experience too great to keep to myself. Knowing my limits have brought me here and accepting no boundaries will find me elsewhere. Gobbledy goop word soup never know what to do. 

Going moment for moment and what is actually taking place would bring this to a place of gloom and just yuckiness. Thus I will not dwell on life not making sense and feeling unheard when thinking I am speaking my truth. Energy vampire I would say because even as disregard spews freely sneers openly given and disdain palpable. I smile and continue with what makes me feel fulfilled, not necessarily always happy, but definitely not meaningless nor does it allow me to wallow in the filth that is my non existent fantasy. 

Read this, make of it what you please, pay attention and simply do it good.