Something so tenuous became tangible rather quickly.
The thought of hearing your voice brings me joy. However the knowledge of how short lived that joy can be is overwhelmingly foreboding.
It seems I'm accepted not desired. Never wanting this to end, but knowing this current cycle is detrimental to any positive progress for me or you.
This LOVE is different & I'd dreamed of exploring its' possibilities with you. Our minds are our strongest tool & an unyielding liability as well.
The more I feel, the faster you run. The more I share, the longer you stay away. Unfortunately the more I plan the more often you disappoint. Not what I want for my future & definitely not representative of what we could have. Letting go only brings you closer. What will it take to convince you to allow yourself to feel, accept joy & express it w/o hesitation or reservations.
Love & Happiness are meant to be together.
